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Feb 23, 20221 min read

Incurable Suffering

This guy…He was cut off completely from everything & everyone he’s ever loved No support system. No hope. Disfigured and decomposing,...

Jul 14, 20211 min read

Chastising + Correcting

Absolutely satan exploits & capitalizes on our corrections, it’s how we even got here, here where ‘needing to repent’ comes with such a...

Jun 8, 20212 min read

Peter Was the Only One Who Got Off the Boat

It’s true, right? That’s what we do with Peter on the water. & that’s what we do to ourselves. but before we get trapped in the...

Mar 20, 20203 min read

“Nothing about this woman is Mormon anymore.”

STOP— just stop scrolling for a sec to read this. Ten years. It’s been 10 years and still this morning I woke up & the first thing that...

Dec 15, 20193 min read

Shepherds Were Considered Dirty Thieves

Back in the days of Jesus, shepherds were considered dishonest, un-trustworthy, unclean thieves. According to many historians, shepherds...

Dec 8, 20195 min read

I Was Under My Table Crying…

Ben & I had an awesome morning together with great conversation. Soon after eating, he left to drop off packages at the post office. I...

Jul 31, 20193 min read

When Things Are Dark & Undesired

Two people are on an escalator when the escalator breaks down and stops moving. One says, frustrated, “I don’t believe this,” while the...

Apr 26, 20192 min read

Are We the Exception to Relief or Blessings?

Like in Ether, sometimes we feel we are crossing great storms buried in the sea in darkness, but the light we do have, even if it may...

Mar 27, 20192 min read

When You Feel Alone:

Maybe the woman at the well, as she sat alone drawing water, was thinking of the weight of her burdens. Maybe she was thinking how she...

Oct 22, 20182 min read

Interesting, Isn't It? How Hard & Unnatural This is…

INTERESTING, isn’t it? Because of Isiah’s prophecy, for centuries, many young Jewish women had dreamed & wondered, “will I be chosen as...

Oct 7, 20182 min read

Our MOST Bitter Pain & Anguish of Soul

For 3 ENTIRE DAYS & 3 entire nights – nonstop – he was in the MOST BITTER pain. Torment. No breaks. No let-ups. Just paralyzing anguish...

Aug 29, 20184 min read

After I Got Baptized, Things Really Sucked…

After I got baptized, my life fell.apart. And I’m not exaggerating. Now, if you’ve heard me speak or read my book, than you know this....

Aug 21, 20182 min read

TODAY MARKS 9 YEARS OF MY BAPTISM!

*THIS IS IT!! ** This was my apt. when I met the elders!!! This is where it ALLLL started. This is where I told the missionaries I...

Aug 7, 20182 min read

IS GOD PUNISHING ME?!!

IS GOD PUNISHING ME?!! Why did it have to happen to me and not them? Did I do something wrong??? It isn’t fair, it wasn’t supposed to be...

Jul 10, 20182 min read

How 'All is Well' Can Be True DURING Trials

I went to bed a few Saturday’s ago trying to think of an excuse so I wouldn’t have to go to church the next day. I don’t know why,...

Jun 9, 20182 min read

When Promised Blessings Don’t Come

I JUST got baptized, and I still didn’t know much about anything as far as the gospel and how things worked: like prayer, I still didn’t...

Feb 9, 20183 min read

Judging is NOT an LDS Thing

I just released a new video this past week called LOVE EVERYONE, that talks about how everyone is welcome to partake of the love and...

Feb 1, 20181 min read

Love Everyone -YOU ARE NOT A BAD PERSON! [4k vid]

I had a blog post go viral last year so we turned it into a video! Love EVERYONE - You Are Not a Bad Person!! [4k] I don’t care if you’re...

Jan 5, 20182 min read

I Forgot We Could Do This…!

😞AHHHHH man, I had a LONG day the other day where–one thing after another, it seemed– went wrong or got worst. I, myself, didn’t do a...

Dec 20, 20175 min read

We Wouldn't Have *this* if He Wasn't Born! – [Christmas vid]

Hiiiiii! A message from me to YOU as we celebrate Christmas! When we celebrate Christ’s birth, we are celebrating everything we wouldn’t...